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Saturday, August 18th, 2007
10:08 pm	wow for the longest time i forgot i even have one of these things lol wow this is my first update in damn near almost 2 years! haha, damn myspace and facebook! but oh well....doesn't hurt to check up on here :). so i'm starting my last year at PCC this year...yeah i'm taking the long rought, no rush to get out of college. plus because i'm taking it slower things are working out over just....better....my GPA is a 3 point :). life is pretty slow right now though. just hanging out enjoying what summer i have left (which is suprisingly alot) and in case you we're wondering YES i'm still single....which is actully ok....but don't get me wrong if someone interesting came my way, by all means great! anyhow, i'm still bowling and all that great whatnot! i'm averaging almost 210 now!!!....least i like to think so lol....but no i've been averaging between 207 and 210....not too bad if u ask me. bowling a turny with my buddy Matt Kemper tomorrow that should be fun! but thats my story and i'm sticking to it....least for right now :) -C.J. Dunn Current Mood: happy Current Music: The Tide - Ending Alexander (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 24th, 2005
2:01 am	sorry about that hey guys....sorry about that last post.....had some built up anger that needed to come out.....well hey better here then anywhere else right? lol...not that i WOULD release it on anyone else that is :-P.....but anywho...well today was ok, and yes....our FOOTBALL TEAM SUCKS...wait...excuse me, my OLD football team....they lost to liberty, giving them their first win in school history....can u say....suck...gezz i mean come-on....my class beat them 28-0 or something like that....well anywayz...tomarrow i'm in a golf turny with my dad, tom crampton and his son Jake....we are a best ball team and are ICHING to win this year....for the past 2 years or so we got stuck with siver....and because of the lack of teams in previous years (say maybe 4-6 teams)...they only had a 1 medel to give out to the winning team...so saddly loosing to them by 1 stroke 2 years in a row! is getting to us alittle bit lol.....but hey tomarrow...THEY ARE GOING DOWN!!!!!....anywayz, school starts monday....lame...however i only have 1 class that day and it's basic math at 9:00 in the morning....so it will be a breaze....anywayz i'm off to bed to get ready for the big game tomarrow....later dayz -C.J. P.S.- Once again...sorry about the last post...i love everyone of you guys :-D Current Mood: excited Current Music: Sadie D. by "Alkaline Trio" (Comment on this)
Friday, September 23rd, 2005
1:31 am	it's time for the truth, and a change wow it's been along time since I updated this thing....but honestly I think it's time for a change.....change everything, change colleges, change lifestyles, just a change.....and why do people stab others in the back (mainly mine)....one moment, people are "C.J. is so nice and loving, and deservers so much" to something along the lines of "C.J. is really creepy and is really starting to get on my nerves, he just, needs to go away....permanently"...........WTF IS THIS!!!!! everyone treats me so nice in the front and then stabs me in the back the next.......but the funny thing is...guys don't do this...every guy I’ve ever met has had nothing but good things to say about me, and like-wiz towards them, I really don't think I’ve ever met a guy I have truly "hated" or "have had nothing good to say about them". I really think I do a really good job of treating everyone equally.....but I have a hard time keeping relationships with girls because they find me "Creepy"....wtf is that? It’s like.....when a girl likes a guy and the guy knows it....one of two things happen to me...number 1. I don't know about it, and it untimintly, the feelings she has for me fade away because the girl thinks that I’m not interested (if in other people's cases they might be really really shy and won't talk to the girl because they are shy)....but in the event I catch on.....and try and show that I like them back....they IMEDITLY start to find me creepy.....I don't understand that.....I honestly don't...ok I know I can be somewhat touchy feely at times, I know that but don't expect it to change, if you don't like being touched (and I know so people don't, I’m talking hugs and just stuff like that) THEN TELL ME AND I'LL LEAVE YOU ALONE. I mean come on, really now, just because I choose to hug you then shake your hand or give you a high-five, DOES NOT MEAN THAT I'M TRYING TO GET YOU IN THE SACK!!! Just because I talk to you a lot, DOES NOT MEAN I'M TRYING TO GET YOU IN THE SACK!!! if I’m trying to hook you up with my friends (EVEN IF I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND).....REALLY DOES NOT MEAN I'M TRYING TO GET YOU IN THE SACK.....what the hell do I have to do, swore off love completely so I can actually hold on to a relationship (OF ANY KIND) with a girl.....you know what someone told me the other day....."that the only reason some girls still talk to you, is because you haven't completely creeped them out yet"...this person will go un-named ::EVIL LOOK::......DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW THAT MAKES ME FEEL, HUH!!! I'M SO PISSED RIGHT NOW I COULD....ADFJGALDGJADHGKADJHFGKADJFGHKAJDGHKJADHGKJADFG....I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I WOULD DO!!!!.....just the nerve of some people really...and just because I ask someone to a dance or whatever, or for that matter, to dinner, to starbux, to hang at my house, EVEN IF IT'S JUST THE TWO OF US!.....does not mean that I like you, in fact, it's nothing like that at all, it's because I think your cool, and I think I could have a good time being friends with you. Trust me, if I like you...I'LL TELL YOU!.....you know what really pisses me off about girls....everything is always implied with them (or at-least most of them)...why can't they just go up to a guy and just say "I Like You....more then just friends" or something like that, so it's out in the open and no questions have to be asked.......because seriously, a lot of guys (like myself), have a hard time trying to figure out if someone likes them or not, so then we have to go "test the waters", and flirt a little bit more with that person then you normally would, and see if maybe that person really does like you...then next thing you know, it turns out that she has no feelings for you beyond friendship, and then deem me creepy for maybe seeing if that person liked me......::SLAMES HEAD INTO WALL IN FRUSTRATION::...look ladies....for a lot of guys....if they like you...THEY WILL TELL YOU!!! and if they are too shy to tell you....you WILL know that they like you, guys are pretty simple and self explanatory creatures...granted yes we can have a deeper side and have a mean streak every now and then...but as far as "crushes" or "liking someone goes"...you WILL know.....and now I sit here asking myself embarrassing questions, such as..."why the fuck am I letting this get to me.....FOR FUCK SAKE THESE ARE HIGHSCHOOLERS TELLING ME THIS!!!!!" and it's not only that.....its the pathetic unquestionable fact that these things I’ve been venting about happened a few months ago.....and quite frankly really don't matter anymore.....but the questions still remain....was my high school love-life, just foreshadowing whats really ment to come.....is every girl I seem to take some sort of interest in (weather or not it's just friendship or more)...gonna find me creepy.....but then again there's other things that play into it all, like maybe I’ve set my standards to high...lets look at that shall we....ok lets look at the facts....most of the girls I like (lets say 4 out of 5 or so) are pretty and preppy cheerleader/dancer types.....whom you would most likely see dating one of the "desirable" football players, or some guy who all the girls swoon over.....but you always see in the movies that this nothing guy, gets the girl...and maybe I just spent my high school life waiting for that merical that never happened. And god knows I’m not perfect...I mean lets face the facts I drink (not over the top) I smoke (no drugs) I can be a handful sometimes I won't let anything stand between me and my chances of making a living playing and writing music for a living I’m not the best looking guy around I’m brutally honest (I don't sugar coat anything...the way I see it...it's better to live a harsh truth then a sugar coated lie) And I set my standers in girls to high (or at-least I did for high school) Because here is what I need in a girl 1. I need a girl who drinks, but not over the top 2. A girl who's gonna slap me around for smoking 3. Who can deal with my wanting to do stuff all the time, weather its with her or with my friends 4. Someone who will support my dreams and help me reach them...because god knows I would do the same for her 5. who is beautiful (someone who I find beautiful, not necessarily have to show her off to my friends, hot...but none the less, must be found attractive by at-least me...) 6. I just want a girl who likes to stay in shape and take care of her body 7. Who can deal with the facts, and dish out the same truths 8. and yes I do set my standers high...probably because I want to find a girl who I can marry someday...not just have a little fling (like many high school relationships)...I just don't like the idea of KNOWING it's gonna end... In high school the biggest pet-peeve I had was........I’m a brother to EVERYONE!!!!! girls come to me with their boy problems and with questions about how guys tic...and just all that stuff...they come to me looking for advice, and I think I rather give good advice...but there's one slight problem being the brother to just about every girl in the school...your love life...IS SHOT!.....yeah yeah yeah, I’ve had countless girls tell me that there’s nothing wrong with being a big brother to everyone... and yes they are right, there is nothing wrong with it. And there are a lot of perks to being seen as a brotherly figure... 1. You never have to deal with high school drama (of your own at-least) 2. Everyone respects you 3. You can kind be friends with just about anyone But with every ying, there’s a yang...being the big brother to just about every girl has its down sides 1. Never really getting the chance to go out with a girl you like 2. You sometimes get overwhelmed with other peoples problems 3. Everyone wishes they had what you had ....but why is #3 bad you might ask.......having what I have tends to suck from time to time....it's like talking to astronauts about going to outer space....you hear everything there is to know about it...but you don't get to live it yourself....I always heard about these awesome relationships and how incredible they can be...but I never get to experience them myself (i did once and it was the greatest thing every).....I know it sounds bad and that I shouldn't think that way....but really when you spend 12 years of your social life liking girls and finding out that they don't like you back and having countless relationships and having only 3 of them last longer then two weeks.....trust me it starts to wear and tare.....and for all those people who say "well it's not that bad being everyone's big brother"...I’m not trying to sound like a jerk but...you try listening to that person you are head over heals for complain about how they want SOMEONE ELSE to like them so badly.....that hurts so much...and having to do it, time after time after time after time, really starts to get to you....but you now might ask....why did you do it, even if you knew that at that given point in time, your chances with that person were totally erased....I did it because it was the right thing to do...and I will admit it....I don't regreate any of it.....it's just really really hard, and it's now pretty easy to look back now and see "what could have been".....but at the same time I know why I did it, and that reassures me and makes me feel better....even if it means spending my life alone, if I’m helping people you know that thought scares some people, as a matter of fact...a lot of people I know has it marked down as his or her greatest fear...."being/dying alone"...well what do they mean by that...like being single and never having kids and stuff....or not having any friends and family to stand there at your death bed as you take your last breaths of life....I truly believe that I am one of few people on the plant who can say "yes, I never married and never had kids, but I helped many many people live happier lives"...then I will die a happy man...and if that means me being the biggest brother ever...then so be it...... If God Created Love Did he make it for everyone -Cold I’m sorry for all of this…. MOST of this wasn’t aimed at anyone in particular, and anyone at Hilhi who thinks it’s ment to slam you….it’s not, just kinda frustrating at times….all this is, is just some good old venting…I love you live journal...well I’m off….goodnight -C.J. Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: Time To Waste by "Alkaline Trio" (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 12th, 2005
2:17 am	The Truth About Relationships I never understood relationships......and why they are so damn important to people.....and why people go though so much pain for em........for the longest time....I’ve questioned weather or not I ever wanted to be in one again....I’ve been in more then enough relationships before.....and not once NOT ONCE....was I ever happy....I was stressed out the whole damn way though.....and all I could ever do is smile and nod like a fucking idiot..........and I have come to the conclusion.......that never again shall I be in a relationship....because I don't see the point in hurting myself...relationships are two way things......and for me it only went one way, I’m sure they we're happy.....but from me, i never was and thats just flat out not fair to whom-ever i'm with. i was always stressed out.....sometimes for no reason at all......i just, was...it made no sence to me...this sort of feeling has been with me sence the 7th grade, and has never left me, not for once second....and it took all these things that have been happening over the better part of 6 years.......i know lots about relationships.....I really do.....and how to work with them and how to fix them....when i was dating Alisha...I was stressed for all of that relationship...from day 1.....because I was so afraid of loosing her I, did a bunch of things I never even though I would do (get Julius, Nerviest, clingy) and so on....which is weird because I’m not a jealous, nerviest, or clingy person by any means.....anywayz in short....I learned my lesions with Alisha, and then with all I know.....I could have the perfect boyfriend.....at the beginning of my senior year, I went out with a girl named Chelsea....which was fine....this was the first relationship where I WASN'T STRESSED...at the start I was like "COOL I'M NOT FREEKEND OUT"...but a few weeks later when we broke up.....I didn't care....I acted as if nothing had ever happened, she expected me to be all cursed and out of it the next day....and she was surprised to see me as the happy go lucky person that I am....and this lead me right back to the whole relationships going both ways thing....it's like I’m not putting in the effort I should be....and it's not fair to the girl....that’s not right........after Alisha and I broke up...I discovered how much I loved music....I loved music before....but then after Alisha, it Consumed me, it became my life...it is now and will be forever....."I have picked not to marry or have kids, music is what makes me feel alive" those words were spoken by Jason Newstead (ex-bass for Metallica, and current basest for Vod-boy)......those words really spoke to me, because I felt the same way....relationships we're never that important to me...don't get me wrong, that last one with Chelsea was nice, because I was stress free....and now that I think about it.........that’s the only relationship I’ve ever been in....where music has played a big factor in my life......so maybe forgetting about relationships isn't the best idea.....there was no stress in the last relationship because I knew that if she left, I still had music.......you know what....forget all the things I said about relationships.....a supportive girlfriend would be nice.....but with the way I love music....there's only one problem......with music playing such a big factor in my life.....there's no way I can give my girlfriend what she gives me....so in a since it will be one sided.....and I can't imagine what girl would want that....they would want a boyfriend who would put in just as much as they are.......that is not to say, I wouldn't put anything into the relationship........because I would, I love music with a passion but I still have a life outside of it. lol.......and yeah.......I donno what made me think of all this or why it all happened the way it did........maybe it was because I had a shitty shitty day.....but hey....I’ll just have to wait and see what happens.......so in conclusion....if your a girl who is looking for a boyfriend who doesn't mind sacrificing time so he can do what he loves........look me up :-)...lol.....later dayz -C.J. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Whats-her-face by Green Day (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
10:16 am	FREEKEN GET BETTER!!!!!!!! LIZ GET BETTER PLEASE!!!!!!!:-P......see told u i would dedacate a love journal to ya :-P...hehe...lol......alrighty ill talk to ya later...and yes...movie!!!!!lol....later dayz -C.J. Current Mood: happy Current Music: Save Me by "Unwritten Law" (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 25th, 2005
1:06 am	this is crazy stuff!!! hey guys whats up......not too much here...I’m feeling kinda weird...i guess it's just the fact that my normal life is about to change big time!!!...lol...I donno how most people feel before heading off to college...I mean...I’m not worried about it...but college, I donno, I just feel old that’s all..lol...it's also funny because I see how far I’ve come as a person over these past few years...today was one of those days...today started off just normal, nothing to big or out of the ordinary. I got board and got on-line to see if there was anyone to talk to...sure enough Alisha was on....she was having a really bad day...and we've been getting along, so I invited her to come with us to go bowling...which was fun...we went bowling where I shot a 215, 223, and a 160 (bad game)....but I guess I had an ok day for bowling...anywayz, after bowling; Tim, Kelsey, Alisha and Myself went out to dinner and Sharies.....yeah that was cool...we hung out and talked for a little bit...now, as a side story, over the past month or so, Alisha and I we're talking about getting back together. We’ve both pretty much grown up and sorted out what we needed to. in-short, we we're what we wanted each other to be when we we're dating, which was cool...but when we came to this conclusion, she was still dating a guy named Steven, so I just said, "hey your already with this guy, have fun with it and enjoy it"...anywayz, a few weeks later they broke up...but Alisha wasn't really ready to date, and we both pretty much said that we should hang out with each other as friends once or twice before we decide to make anything of this...anywayz, today I guess should of been one of those days, but then she got a call from J.R....ok in short...Alisha and J.R. dated once before, yeah I didn't take it too well the first time....but a month or two later they broke up because Alisha's parents didn't like J.R.....for one weird reason or another, he's a great guy....but today we stopped by J.R.'s house, and I saw this a mile away...as soon as J.R. and Alisha saw each other...it was as if they never broke up...part of me, was happy, part of me sick, and I was flooded with more emotions at that moment the Shakespeare could Wright in a Soliloquize...so J.R. and Alisha went off to talk about it...I talked to J.R.'s dad for a little bit, then I stepped outside to think about everything really quick...then it hit me...I’ve gotta be the bigger person here...I made a promise to Alisha when we first started going out on September 21st in 2003....that I just want her to be happy...weather I liked it or not...and if it's J.R. she wants...well then DAMN IT!!! It’s what she's gonna get!!! J.R. is one of my best friends and Alisha is someone I owe a promise too. So instead of being all mad about them dating...I’m ACTULLY helping them out. Just goes to show how much I really do love my friends......and now that they have found each other....that only leaves one more question....when will I find my other????....I hope she gets her soon.....we'll I’m going to bed....g'night "I'll be just fine Pretending I’m not I'm far from lonely And it's all that I’ve got" Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: All That I've Got by "The Used" (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
1:22 pm	WHATS UP!!!!!!!!!!! damn i haven't written in this thing for like.........ever.....yeah im in my senior English, "working" on my senior project........yeah i know im a slacker. lol.....well the band is having a concert in a few weeks....so that could be fun, givin of course we finish the songs we are working on lol.......anywho......yeah prom is coming up....AND....i still don't have a date....anywayz....yeah my life is pretty boring right now...had a bowling turny a few days ago....and qualifide for Regionals :-P....maybe ill go to state and win the $5,000.00!!!!!!that would be cool...but im not gonna get my hopes up...lol.......anywho....im going to go now before my teacher comes over her and rips off my Genitalia (or however you spell it) lol........ill try to wright back soon....later dayz -C.J. Current Mood: content Current Music: Whats-Her-Face by Green Day (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 27th, 2005
1:58 am	First Concert hey guys whats going on...ohh not much here...tonight was a night to remember, we had our first concert.....ok ok ok, so it was only for 7 people and we only played 2 songs. But none the less we were kinda Scared (Tim was freeken out hard-core, just between us ;-)...)...the songs played were...."Stay Together For The Kids" (Blink182 Cover) and "Senior Year" (Original) But we had never played these songs for anyone before, and we we're kinda freeken out you know...C.J.- "I was really scared because I worked so hard on these songs and I want people to like them as much as I do".....Jesse - " I wasn't as scared as I thought I would be, because I really didn't know any of these people. With the excerption of Liz and Amber, but I had fun none the less"....here's what some of the people watching had to say... Liz- "I thought going into it that they would be good....but I didn't expect them to be as good as they were...they were great"! .Kelsey - " I was really impressed with what I saw...I had no idea that they're band was as good as they we're. I had a blast and All Falls Through rocks"!...and yeah that’s pretty much what happened tonight....we are paining on having another concert at my house in a few weeks...hope to see you all then!!! Later Dayz -C.J. Current Mood: happy Current Music: Mr. Brightside by "The Killers" (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
3:55 am	It's Time hey guys whats goen on....in exactly 9 mins....ill be 18....i sit here now looking back on the past 18 years. and as i look back....i wouldn't change a thing. i like who i've become and i can't belive that after 17 years of wondering what this day would be like....its here. 18.......a adult, a grown up. it boggles my mind. i mean its great but at the same time, being my own person is kinda freeky for me. well i have a 6 mins left. but as i look back and i see all the people who have made me into i am. friends, family, accuantences i've had here and their. i have all of you to thank for this....i can't thank you guys enough....so as i take my first steps into the world of adult hood, i leave my-self and you guys with these words. "Thank you so much, and i love each and everyone of you" -C.J. Current Mood: happy Current Music: Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life) by "Green Day" (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
12:42 pm	It always has something to do with girls hey guys whats goen on.......yeah i just came to the conclusion that im gonna go to wilson's winter formal. yeah im going alone, i would prefure to go with someone but im not gonna make a big deal over it...So far this week has been going ok. I only have one more song to finish so we can have a full demo (6 songs). and you know i should be great but whats really been bothering me, as sad as it is...theres this girl that i like. and i really wish there was something i could do about it at this point, but i donno what it is i can do. my biggest concern isn't whats going on now, but when track season starts....i mean what then. track starts and doesn't end till june, and considering how im ranked 3rd in metro, i have no choice but to do track. im not worried about it because i know i can squezze that person into my day by calling them on the phone, and if we do go out and it surpasses track season, summer starts, and i can see her all the time, or even after when i got to PCC i can see her a few times a week. i donno now im just ramboling. so ill end it hear. anywayz, i really do like this person and i want to make something of it. but untill then im gonna go to sleep....ill wright back some other time........later dayz -C.J. Current Mood: rushed Current Music: I Don't Wanna Know by "New Found Glory" (Comment on this)
Monday, December 13th, 2004
2:40 am	Sunday-December-12th-2004-21 Home hey guys whats goen on, not too much here. you know after today i realized how much has changed in the last 6 months. i rememeber this time 6 months ago, i was dating alisha. and just for those who have been paying attechion to my livejournal.....from about july to october, my internet has been down and when i did wright it was from school or a friends house. anywho, for the keeping track, i am no longer dating alisha, we broke up sometime in aguest or some shit like that. you know alot of people would look back on a relationship and say something like "man i donno why the hell i dated her for so fucking long for it to end like this". And at first i was kinda like that too, but then something happend, i grew up. i look back on that relationship now, and i realize how beneficial that relationship was. I'm really glad i dated her for as long as i did as weird as it may sounds, because of how much i learned and grew up in the process. i know what i did wrong in that relationship, and they will be mistakes never to be repeated, ever again. part of me feels sorry for alisha because i know i was kinda a bad boyfriend at the very end, i was overly stressed out alot, and i kinda took that out on her. but now that i know what i did, i can be that much of a better boyfriend to who comes my way next :-). but on a side note, even after this, i've found my self growing up in many ways. even my wrighting as a song wrighter has gotten to the point where im starting to amaze myself. of course its gonna mean more to me then it will others, but its also writen in a way people can interpate it into their own lives, so it can be told from many different perspectives. yesterday i wrote the best song i've ever writen in my life, its called "Again" i don't wanna put it on here for the world to see, but if you would like to see it and/or ask my story (or view) about the song, just post a comment and ill get it to ya :-). but its late and i have school tomarrow, so ill wright back sometime, Later Dayz -C.J. Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: There Is by "Box Car Racer" (Comment on this)
Monday, December 6th, 2004
12:29 am	Sunday-December-5th-2004-21 My House             sparten25 is love brought to you by the isLove Generator haha emily was right....this does make me happy :-) Current Mood: productive Current Music: Anthum Part 2 by "Blink182" (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 21st, 2004
12:34 am	Saterday-November-20th-2004-21 My House hey guys whats goen on.....im just up because im having a hard time sleeping....im really nervise.....i mean i bowled really good today (not durning leauge) (212 was my best game duing league, very bad)....after leage i bowled 221, 236, 205, 166 (crap game), and a 215......lol, yeah i just around........but im nervise because im in a huge turny with money on the line. so im like AAAAHHHH..lol.....but yeah.....im in another band now....and this one seems to be working well, so far, we have a few songs, and everyone is really into it....the band is as fallows Last Call Home -C.J.- Vocals/Guitar -Tim- Guitar/Vocals -Jesse- Bass/Vocals -Adom- Drums were worken on alot of stuff and ill keep this updated....but i have to be up in 5 hours so im gonna go to bed....ill wright back sometime soon....night -C.J. Current Mood: nervous Current Music: Always by "Blink182" (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 14th, 2004
11:14 pm	Sunday-September-14th-2004-21 My House hey guys whats goen on? holy cheese and crakers i haven't wrote in this thing for freeken forever and a half....yeah not much has been going on here, my sister turns 12 in a cupple of days, yeah i guess thats something. well my Senior year is going pretty good, it sucks because i have a hella hard trimester right now, with Physics, People and Polotics, Sr. English, and IB Drama (Great Fun) and i've never failed anything. none the less i have 2 C's and 2 B's. which is ok considering the diffactilty of my trimester. next year is collage and its gonna be great because i can generally pick and choose what days i go and how things go, and for me thats really good because i can get orgonized......but anywayz im tired, im gonna go to bed........NIGHT!!!!!!!! -C.J. Current Mood: weird Current Music: I'm Not Okie (I Promise) by "My Chemical Romance" (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 13th, 2004
1:38 pm	wow its been a long time hey guys whats going on. yeah don't worry im still here and whatnot. i haven't up-dated in forever and a half because my internet at home has been down and we are just now trying to fix it because we are lazy, lol. im actully typing at school right now. OMG ITS MY SENIOR YEAR!!!!! i never thought i would see this day. so far its been a blast. I'm loving the late arival and eather next trimester or 3rd, ill be sitting easy with DUBBLE late arivel. i would love not starting school till about 11:30ish.....OHH BABY!!!!!!!...lol ok anywayz im in my Senior english class so o im gonna have to go. later dayz. -C.J. Current Mood: content Current Music: Wake Me Up When September Ends by Green Day (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004
10:53 pm	Weds.-june 2nd-2004-21 My House Hey guys.....damn it why the hell does tonight have to be one of those nights....im just in an over all bad mood. and i go though emotional stages like cars do gas now a day. im being very bi-polor and i don't know why. my dad is gone. my girlfriend is grounded off the phone and internet (which sucks becuase she's what i need the most right now) i have a track banquite tomoarrow night at hilhi, and right now thats all i have to look forword 2. i did my homework and all the stuff...i just relized how much im talking out of my ass right now....very disorganized. but i donno. anywho im gonna go....later dayz -C.J. Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: Braking A Habbit by "Linkin Park" (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 1st, 2004
9:37 am	Tuesday-June-1st-2004-21 School in History Hey guys whats up. not too much here. im board off my ass like you wouldn't beleave. i couldn't work on my project because one of my parneters decided to have brakefast with her boyfriend and skip first period....and now we are being kicked of the computers....ill wright back later....later dayz -C.J. Current Mood: blah Current Music: Typing of the key board and people talking (Comment on this)
Monday, May 31st, 2004
10:46 pm	Monday-May-31st-2004-21 My House hey guys whats up, not too much here. i had a wonderful weekend this week. my family and i went on your anual trip to brookings-Harbor (which is like that town that is the farthest, most southwestern part of Oregon you can get, the place is 5 miles of the border of cali.). anywho, we went to brookings and we got the wonderful honer of taking my lovly girlfriend alisha with us. we had a great time down there. on friday i went and picked alisha up after school, but i forgot is was friday and they get out on 3:15 instead of 3 like they do on wed. and thursday. so i got there 15 mins early and decided to go get something to drink because it was hot. so went and got a moca frapichino, OOHHH that was good!!!. lol. anywayz i went back to her school 15 mins later and picked her up. from there we went back to my house and chilled because jesse had a baseball game at pointer, which started at 6. when we got there, alisha, casey and i all went to 7/11 and got a ton of food (alisha got some white cheter cheetos that i think might still be in the back of the van somewhere. but anywho jesse's game got over, and we still had a 5 and half to 7 hour drive ahead of us, so what my mom does, is she stopes at this place called coffie people. and askes for their "Black Tiger", which is actully a triple shot black coffie or something like that, but it had my mom wiared the whole trip to the point she had her finers inprinted into the rubber stearing wheel, lol. then we stoped back at the house before it got too dark and put ALL the stuff in the van and finaly took off. we slept most of the way, alisha on my sholder (that was nice to have :-)..). anywayz we finaly got to the holtel about 3:30 to 4 in the morning. we got into the hotel and went right back to bed. we woke up about 8:30 the next morning, then alisha, jesse and i all went to this place called the flying gull; which was this restruant that was owned by the hotel that was maybe 200 feet infront of our room across the parking lot. anywayz we got these complamentry brakefasts cards which got us a free cinamine roll and a drink. we needed to grab something quick because there was a perade that started 10, and it was already like 9:30 or something like that. but when we were inline, mickala (my 4 year old cusin who lives down there in brookings) runs up to us inline and greets the 3 of us. its kinda funny because at first mikky (mickala's nick name) was really shy of alisha and then she wouldn't leave her alone (you'll see what i mean as the weekend goes on). anywho we got our food and went the perade where casey, mikky, and try all sprinted for candy thrown by the people in the perade (god why didn't they throw that much candy when i did stuff like this, lol) alisha and i just kinda picked up candy as it came to us. from there we went to the store and i got a disposable camera and took a ton of pictures. from there we went and chilled back at my ant kathleens house for about half an hour or so to have some lunch. then we went to the anual street fair that happends every year we are down there on mamoral day weekend. from there we went to Brookings High School for the art show. alisha got some guitar ear-rings, and then alisha had to go to the bathroom, and i had like 5 extra bucks in my pocket, so within that time i went and got alisha alisha a neckless that she loved. :-), so i guess i did something good. after that we went to this ice-cream place called "slugs and stones" which has like the best ice-cream in the world. i got a masive icecream sunday, which grossed alisha out because she hates whiped cream, lol so i thought that was kinda funny. this is where it gets interesting, from there we went back to my aunt Kathleens house. ok just a note on my aunt kathleen, she's dating this guy named.....steven is it? im not sure....ill figure it out later. anywayz, he's a cool guy, we all liked him. anywayz steven is a big golfer so all the adults left us kids alone at the house (and for all you sicko's we didn't take advantige of it), alisha and i just cuddled on the couch as mikky watched TV and the rest of the kids played outside (being watched by jesse). the adults got back about 30 mins later and we all had a birthday oarty for mikky (who turned 4) Ty (who tuned 9) and a supise party for alisha who turned 15. lol it was great. when we all were singing happy bithday, well.....here's what happend "happy birthday to ty, mikky.....(drematic pause).....and alisha, happy birthday to you". lol. i told Kathleen that i wanted to throw a party for alisha because the one she had this year with her friends and family tuned out really really shoty. so me being the nice boyfriend oganized a suprise party for her in brookings. but anywho. i got alisha a "trogdor" sweatshirty (or "Hoodie" as she likes to call em). anywho, then we watched "Finding Nemo", great movie, and then this real verson of "Peter Pan", which i didn't like too much, but alisha loved it. but hey you can't agree on everything. after that alisha and i went out on the back porch and just cuddled there for about 20 mins or so. then we all took off and went to bed. woke up the next morning and went swiming. GREAT FUN. lol. then to cut along story short. we had brakefast with the Dingles and then took off for canyonville where we droped off alisha. and took the LONG 4 hour drive home (but we stoped for icecream and i got another masive sunday, that made me happy :-)...). we got home ate our subway and watched the last matix movie (which i still hadn't seen). the next day alisha and her mom came back up from canyonville and we went to her uncles birthday party. which was really kinda cool, i had alot more fun then i thought i would, i meet alisha's 2 cuz's (who are both Jr. like me). we played pool, with alisha's dad and stuff and had a good time. and thats what happend to me this weeked. sorry if i was alittle veage on the last few days, i've been typing here for almost an hour now lol. but now i find my self back here where i find myself just about every last day of the week, back at the computer, typing up what happend to me that weekend on live journal. its kinda a good way to close it though. lol, anywayz, im gonna hit the sack now....ill wright back soon....later dayz -C.J. 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Thursday, May 13th, 2004
11:08 pm	Thursday-May-13-2004-21 My House wow this week has just flown by.....its kinda funny because i feel like my child hood is rappidly coming to a close....but you know....its not bothering me as much as i guess it should, because i still have a ton of friends, a wonderful girlfriend, i wouldn't know what i would do without my baby girl....i love alisha so much. wow my Jr year has just flown by...i guess im playing in a different band now...the only 2 guys who i know who are offically in it are me (Vocals) and these's 2 guys named Justin (bass player) and doug (drummer)....ok i guess thats 3....but i've been working on my own accustic album....and tonight i just finish the best song on the album....its all "what love had ment", and yes i wrote it for alisha....and yes it is pretty much an emo song....but you know what...this song kicks ass and sounds really really really good, im probebly gonna be hearding in and recording it pretty soon. but it sounds really good, but i guess alisha will be the judge of that one...lol....okies but hey i need to hit the sack....ill wright back as soon as i can okies.....later dayz :-) -C.J. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Memories by "Sugar cult" (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 28th, 2004
10:24 pm	Sunday-March-28th-2004-21 My House wow you know its kinda funny how after a brake everything just kinda falls back into place....though my brake wasn't that great...it was better then school is so im not complaning....besides the fact that on monday i had to wake up to a cavity filling...AT 7 IN THE FREEKEN MORNING!!!!!!!!! wow just be glad you didn't talk to me THAT day. lol...anywho other then that i just ran my brother and sister around for orthodontests apointments and stuff like that....anywho....yeah it is kinda funny how things just fall right back into place when it gets over...caitlin (J.R.'s girlfriend) came back from her grandma's house...(where getting ahold of her was very hard). J.R. didn't do much...just kinda kicked back....alisha has been doing stuff with people non-stop and is now eatting something while i wait here at the computer...and me....well here i am finding my self at the old computer talking about whats been going on in my life....pretty interesting stuff it is...anywho how is life going...lol....i donno random question....lol....anywho well im off to the wonderful land of sleep and wonderfull stuff like that....ill wright back soon.....love you guys ;-)....lol Later Dayz -C.J. Current Mood: relaxed Current Music: So Far Away by "Staind" (Comment on this)